from Dragon Night single.
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When I first saw you
I understood why I was born into this world
Every time I saw you, my heart raced
But you always looked back at me with frigid eyes
Before I met you, my world had no hope
I thought that there was no value in me
Even though I would do anything for you,
Why did you look like you’d rather live life alone?
I worked so hard to speak these words
Yet you brushed me aside as if they meant nothing
I know you, even your worst personality
I just adore the way you smiled so sadly sometimes
The seasons changed, the 4th winter came around
And I was still following you around
I finally said it at “cafe Michelangelo” beneath the huge tree
“Will you get together with me?”
“I feel like puking everytime I see someone like you, shining so bright like the sun”
The moment our lives melded together
You smiled, unable to speak a word
Were you happy, were you sad?
You must have been thinking
“We’ll lose everything eventually, so why do these treasures keep increasing?”
I worked so hard to speak these words
Yet you shut your eyes and became a star, as if they meant nothing
Just what was I feeling that night?
How painful was it to say “thank you” and “goodbye”?
I worked so hard to keep on living
But I’ve lost something truly precious
But I know that life is still wonderful
And I’m really glad to be alive
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